Cold nights, new eyes

I'm so happy with how the last few days have gone. I'm exhausted, but I got to spend some time with amazingly talented, creative, funny, and kind people. I met new random folks, brought them in to share in the moment, and waved a happy goodbye. I worked hard and played hard and ate a lot of cashews and chocolate. I came home tonight past midnight, feeling so buoyed with optimism and hope for what is yet to come. 

I feel a tiny bit selfish to wish for more at this point, but I wish I had someone to share in my joy and eagerness right now. I need a partner in this exciting world, someone I can trust to have my back, to bring fun times and serious depth, someone silly and smart and open to me. I'm looking harder at my life and the people in it because I want to only bring in good. 

Life is good these days, and I'm very very lucky ❤️ tonight I sleep with the warmest blanket.